I don’t know what is wrong with me right now.

I just sobbed for a good five minutes as thoughts of pain and misery raced through my head. Not like my own pain and misery- other people’s. Images of people getting hurt, and facebook posts that are totally harmless photos of ugly strangers meant to make people laugh. These are things I apparently don’t like right now.

Sure it’s an award family photo, but theya re a family! And it’s BEAUTIFUL that they are standing together and smiling. Yeah, you may be able to make thousands of dollars off of videos of people getting seriously hurt, but it is HEARTBREAKING that that person went to the emergency room after that happened.

And terrifying pictures of your neighbor’s house on fire? Why publicize in a place where I am forced to see them?

It is also the birthday of (oh jeez I am crying again) of one of the most beautiful ladies in the world and in heaven. Thinking of you Holly, sending and receiving so much love with you on this day.

I need to shelter myself for at least another 24 hours before I can be faced with the cruelty of the world again, this morning was kind of an overload.

Everyone be grateful and give love and be grateful and be grateful.